Sometimes..I don't understand having someone in life that seems like im not having that someone. What is it life having someone you needed and she/he isn't trying to be deep inside you. Im just too tired to quarrel about anything in my love life. I've never had a real fight for a long time. Things seem to be so less bothering, but more like hack care. Is that what care is?

Others show me more then whom is supposed to show me. Why does this has to happen? I've had enough,seriously. Im not bored but im tolerating. I don't wanna drag this till too long.

And why is it me always the one that have to run after someone. Maybe im being too soft. Yeah im that soft hearted kind but what to do. I give face to people too much. But i don't wanna be too harsh in 'that' life. I don't get it what way should i go? Maybe, i'll just shut myself up for a moment. I won't make myself get hurt from anything or anyone. I knew i've to be much much more stronger in 'that' life, SERIOUSLY.

Lets just focus and get busy with my work. Haix..What a life?