The whole day today, i spent my time with my family, cousins,
unties and uncles. I couldn't text you cause my batt were flat.
I also didnt bother to text you. But one thing, i also felt
very awkward not getting your messages. I don't know why
but im used to getting them no matter what.

Sometimes, i wanted to text you but i felt i better not.
Sometimes when i don't bother to text you, i'll go wonder
how are you doing? where you're at? with who? and
sometimes when i don't feel like caring but i cant
cause i'll be worry for you wherever you are...hmm....

I've already read your blog. What you said, everything was
almost right. I didn't know and didn't expect that things
between us will happen this way. I tought that we'll be
going on smoothly. It's not only because of you but it's
also my fault. I was too afraid i'll hurt you like the others
does,thats why i kept giving you face and not think about myself.

You know, i've told you to leave how many times.You know
i don't dare to, because i know i will hurt you deep again.
So i've no choice, it sucks seeing you cry so hard infront of me.
Making me feels the pressure and carry the loads of guilt.

I know what you're facing in your love life but i believe, you'll
find your true one,one day. There's also something i don't like what
you did. Why you like to reveal my name so much on your
blog. You might not know what other readers will say about me
right. Haix....Its not that i don't appretiate it, but you'll know
others might not know our real story.

Now, its my turn.

Hafizh..whatever it is. I don't wanna lose you even as a friend.
I've always say, lets take things slowly but this had happen.
It can't be forced already. I also wanna tell you that, you're
a great friend to be with. My laughters with you..well..you
know right. So please, don't be too sad and kept thinking
about you love life. It gonna hurt you much much more.

Get up from your feet and stop being sensitive. I believe
you are much more stronger than who i've always seen infront
of my eyes every Weekends. I wanna see you smile and
i still wanna see us laught together again. :)


imy friend.

im sorry i've hurt you.
:(