This pass few days, without you.
Somehow weird but im really ok with it.
It makes me really think..
and yeaah, i don't want you to read this.
You don't have to cause it's about me.

As i was saying...
Days passes by, my mind kept thinking.
Thinking about life. The past and the present.
It kept moving even if im having anything on.
Maybe i am awake now.
It makes me feel regret what had happen.
Its sucks cause its too late, and i know
it gonna hurt alot and be much more painful.

All the Goods and the Bads in life started flashing.
I believe things happened for a reason..erm..
"I believe Things happened for Reasons."
i know im just too scared to be hurt again.
thats why, all i wanted now is just happiness.

I know its easy to say.
But what i believe is.
It would be easy if we choose to make it easy.
and it would be hard,
if we choose to go around the bushes.

I know, im rude..very.
I don't wanna be told if im taking a ride.
I've to choose it that way.
Im so sorry..i really am..
I've to be selfish now.

Maybe i deserve to be angry at,
but with understndings.
And this is one way to make things straight.
or maybe much more clearer.

I knew from the beginning, Life ain't easy.
Even with mom or dad around.
I don't know what else it gonna be.
What i know is, i'll do my way now.
Smiles. Laughters. Jokes.
and No worries.

Thanks Beb! , Hairah, for everything.
Even if there's ups and downs.
and
Thanks so much Lurve for being by my side.
For trying everything and for holding it on.

Live life and Love life.