Im worried.
I really am.
Damn!
Here i am wondering.
Why..?
Hmm....
I know you're in need of someone.
Really in need to talk.
I wanted to be by your side..but i guess..
it wasn't my day today.
And yeah, i've tried but..
Its ok..it cant always be me that should be by your side.
I also can't always volunteer to be there even if im worry.
Hmm....
Just hope you're fine out there,
I know your mind is going wild but..
i can't..
i can't be there.......
hate me please.......
Maybe. it should happen this way.
Or it is just unexpected.
Now, the main thing.
I've said 'it'....
so as you....
It should all be returned.
Don't come and ask me anything.
Don't ask me why, why and why.
Enough.
I still have the feeling of worry for you.
Why? Why i care...? Arghh...shut up Dee!
Bye.

Im all lazy now.
Lazy of everything.
Its hopeless.
It makes me go nut.
Life is like.... " What the Fuck! "
Lets SHUT MY ASS UP.
Forget about everything.
Im lazy to tolerate.
Glad i still have my patience.
Now..
Lets keep myself quiet.
and..find my happiness.
No body, NO BODY..
Shell disturb me!
I go my own way now.
Hmm....shhhh.....