It has all turned different now. I don't feel im being myself.
I mean, being in a different surrounding when it's not
suppose to be where i am, when i hated it so much. I don't
step my feets to clubs. I don't dance on their songs. It seem
like im doing it now. Not because i want, cause i have to. Cause
im working at that kind of atmosphere. Speechless huhh....
Im somesort happy geting to work and earn for myself. Its
just one thing, Feeling awkward! I hate the night i don't know
why but im somehow enjoying while hating it at the same time.
Its kinda sucks being at a place you hated so much. Lucky this place
is outdoor. I could also do wonders while working when the night
cames. Wondering why the hell im here for, with this music...?!
I can't deny but working there was fun. Really fun. It damn weird
when suddenly i don't feel im myself. Am i really doing what
im doing? Heehehe! WTH.
But its ok, cause im glad enough that dear Fiz is around. At least i don't
really feel left out. All the other stuff are the "Night Life" people
but im not man! Im more for the Gigs. Drums and Guitar!
Moshpits but not Dancefloor. Hehehhe! WTH Diana!
