I just don't feel right. Something is bothering me
deep inside. I feel so restless. I wanna get out of home
but where to go? No where could calm me down.
I wanna be alone. But don't misunderstand, not alone
and away from you but just for myself to take my own
time alone and calm myself now. Maybe reflect myself.
Self reflection is Self perfection.
What about Escape Theme Park? I could scream my
lungs out on those rides. Especially Viking, me sitting
at the top end. Thrilling! Hm..At least something rather
than nothing right. What else can i do? I can't just suck
polluted air which is the ciggies and dying because of
it. Funny isn't it. Farking life i had.
I hate home. I've always hated it. The only thing makes
me smile, is the Tv, my lappy,my bed, i smelly pillow..
shh..Hahahhak! wtf! And yeaah, sometimes my Lil bro
and always my Lil Niece & Nephew. But still sucks.
I wish i could sleep the whole night peacefully alone.
I wish for this...
i wish for that...
This is all just nothing. Lame shits!
Wishes isn't Reality. What else is left?
Hope..? Fuck it!
