I don't know whats so wrong with me. When im with all my friends and with all the others, I felt so normal but inside me, i just felt something is wrong. I day dreaming often nowdays. Even when someone is talking to me, i could just fly myself high up the skies. I realised I kinda had mood swings too. I didnt want things to be so black and dark, I didn't ask for it, but what could I do, it just came by.

Im ain't emo shyt but this just one hell shyt life I had. Pouring is one of the way to make myself satisfied. Seems there's no other way, and i DON'T do slitting and all those shyt! I need to understand myself, but im too busy and seems to rush most of the things in life. I may need someone to talk to, but i don't know how to start.

There's alot of things running in my mind. I just wanna clear all those ASS! but how? I kept saying i don't understand. Damn! Am I just confused or Im making myself confused? Heehe!

Fucking shyt sia me! Hurhurr!!

Niwae, Life sucks! Am TOO BUSY! Can't meet friends, can't really talk to them, can't really spent time with them and make full of bullshyts! Damn! I misses that so much! I'll just have to calm myself down. Maybe im getting a lil too paranoid. Its ok. I've only had mood swings at night.

So, anyone? Sleeping Pills pleasee...Hehehe!