I don't know why, but i felt so down. I just wanna be left alone.
Why are you working so hard to be there for me. Its not that
I don't appreciate it but i just don't expect that much from you.
Your care and concern is enough to make me smile. Your smile
can also make me smile but how much harder you wanna work
youself. You're just hurting youself more. I don't want and i don't
like you to try your best. Just be the way and take things easily.
There may be alot out there, but im the one that sees with my
eyes close, but my heart open. It takes time, how long i
don't know myself.
I just don't feel like it now, cause im lazy. Im too busy with shyts
around me. I wanna get myself settle and relex. Enjoy myself
maybe to the fullest. I just see no point in life. I hate myself.
Why did things has to be this way..?
Hmm...never mind dee, its ok. Just take your time.
Everything will be ok soon after you're not busy.
I gonna take my time for myself but im afraid you won't understand.
It may be hard for you but it is harder for me.
I just don't know how to say things out.
sorryy...
