I just don't understand her.
First she wanted it this way, now she put me on blame.
But i didn't told her that it's her fault.
I regretted following her way. I felt so stupid since last night.
She wanted me to understand her but she herself never
tries to understand us all. I don't know what else i could do.

Im stuck now. It's too late. Life is no more future.
But my sister did told me, it's never too late.
And i hope i still get to achieve what i've always wanted.
I was leftout when all the others had their wings fly up high.

Im so hopeless now. I want the best for myself.
So i could help her out too and help them out and
if possible help the others out.
I need to figure what else i could do.
But im just too tired and restless i couldn't get myself up.
There's no motivations in life when i need one.

The most i needed was just from her. Still she couldn't get
it now. She wouldnt undersand us all `cause all she wanted
is her own happiness that i should give.
I tried to understand her, i just don't wanna hurt her.

Now, i've been must more upset of being home.
He seems to fall apart and i seem to go against him.
I dare to fight for my own right now. If it takes it to
be physically rough, i don't give a damn.
I've enough of silence that i kept in myself for 18yrs.

There's more i've should say.
But i can't spare my mind on it anymore.

It would just be better that i'll stop here.