Yeah, i did came down. Surprize huh..
Seems you said goodbye, don't bother reading my entry.
You cursed me too much and call me names for no reasons
or wrong reasons. So yeah. Save your breath. Stop reading.

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I came for income. For reasons.
Just wanna support myself. Be their extra hands to help them up.
Enjoy myself and experience cause this is different then others.
And somehow, maybe also I think if we could still communicate.
I went there, never wanna use my half top but i've no choice.
I didnt wanted it but i have to. I have nothing else that's white so yeah.
There i go, feeling uncomfirtable trying to close 'it' with my hair.

Hm...dinner? I didnt take a bite. No mood. No appetite.
Sucks. Sucks. Sucks.
First look on you was so cool, blood all rushing down and
my hair all standing up. Funny and weird but true.
I know why, cause its been long we've nt faced.
Somehow happy and excited. But it all turn out sucks!
Damn phone were Damn Dead at Wrong wrong timing.
Hm...it's had happened. No choice. Say what you want.

I already had planned to stay there. Just be by myself
with the stars. There's no harm. No one will hurt so
do i wont hurt anyone. No one was drunk indeed.
Well, I did stay by the beach for awhile.
Then read my book till im sleepy then i went to bed.
Joe and Sha were very protective indeed.
Joe prepared my single bed together with 2 pillow and a blanket.
Sha, prepared the fan and light for my sleep and my bedtime storybook.
Their so sweet after all..appreciate you guys. Thanks. :)

The next morning, woke up...i mean afternoon at 1pm.
Hahahak! Didnt wanna bath yet, so i went in the Jacuzzi.
Bubble bath time! Memories all Bomb In Head! But it ok..
Went to bath, at Handicape. Again...bomb.
After raining then i went off, just wondering when will
i ever step into that place again. They did tought of
assigning me as a full-time cashier, but..im speehless.
Better not to step there again.

Went home, charged hndphone..
Saw your message so i read.
I was shock. Didnt expected it to be that harsh.
Was surprise that i poured so hard. So hurt
and dissapointed i didnt wanna see you again.