Once again, wondering about life.
Im so busy to commit to things and get involve with
things i like or love. Can't spend proper time with Great
Buddies outside there. I've no time for my own Band. Sucks!
but i did went to gigs for some of the Saturday. Didn't really
slack with them. Well, i think i just have to motivate myself just
to go on. Maybe i've to Suffer first, enjoy later. Hmm....
I don't know what the fuck im doing now. Feeling so Clueless.
Just wanna see myself smiling with everyone. Hm..and now
close friends seems to show their care even more but some, i
don't wish to bother. After all, we live our life all alone right?
Im so busy to commit to things and get involve with
things i like or love. Can't spend proper time with Great
Buddies outside there. I've no time for my own Band. Sucks!
but i did went to gigs for some of the Saturday. Didn't really
slack with them. Well, i think i just have to motivate myself just
to go on. Maybe i've to Suffer first, enjoy later. Hmm....
I don't know what the fuck im doing now. Feeling so Clueless.
Just wanna see myself smiling with everyone. Hm..and now
close friends seems to show their care even more but some, i
don't wish to bother. After all, we live our life all alone right?
Went to school to Blast all those knowledge in this Brain. Then
class test n exams and go for attachments, and then END OF SCHOOL!!
WhhhuuuuHuuuuuUu!! but im sure i gonna miss schools time. Hehe! and
Wondering of my Working Life?? Arrghhh!! Having to start to support
my ownself. No more mom's & dad's help. Hm..
This days, my anger so sucks! My mood seems to swing quite fast.
I love it went im all laughing and enjoy with my girls at school, but
i hated it so much when it swings, it's damn annoying! So sucks to keep
myself shush for a long time. Feeling so irritated when my girls laugh.
What should i do now? So confusing. I think i just need someone by my side.
or Need to learn to relax myself. Hmm...Damn.
Wondering of my Working Life?? Arrghhh!! Having to start to support
my ownself. No more mom's & dad's help. Hm..
This days, my anger so sucks! My mood seems to swing quite fast.
I love it went im all laughing and enjoy with my girls at school, but
i hated it so much when it swings, it's damn annoying! So sucks to keep
myself shush for a long time. Feeling so irritated when my girls laugh.
What should i do now? So confusing. I think i just need someone by my side.
or Need to learn to relax myself. Hmm...Damn.
- Never make Kindness as a Weakness -
SOME ADDITION!!
The feeling is Once In a Life Time to have a New Precious
life to step in this World and Your Life. Erm...actually depends
HOW MANY you make ah..Hee! So yeah, he's My First Baby Boy..
EH! My Sister's second Child! Hahahahak!!
Lyke Hell if thats my Kid right?!! Nyeeehehehe!
He's almost 1month plus, that was the first time i carry him,
cause it was the first time. Hahaha! No lah, cause i was
damn sick back then. I don't wanna let go of him lar sey!
He's so stuck in my arm!
Damn Cuteness!
WHUUUHUUUUU!!
Im now An Auntie of 2 Sweethearts. Muack!
My sis told me, when she starts working it's my turn
to take care of him, Raiyyan Syukry, like I use to take
care of Nurul Syaqhirah which is my Niece when she
were little..hahaahak! Chey!
Whhhuhuuuuu!
Training lah seey! Good for my Future you Know!
HAHAHAK! Better be prepared! DAMN!
Like shyt. Like real! Macam Paham! Hmp
Love you 2 Sweethearts! Muack!
