I don't know why but im still wondering.
There's always a moment or days that i'll feel so down
and low. The feeling of depression came without
anything else in mind that is bothering me.
But still im a semi-nocturnal. HAHA!! LAME!
Its really hard for me. Great enough could still balance
up everything for the noon and could still joke around and
make noises too. Maybe i had some medical condition?
Hehe! Choy!
Hm..its really restless when that feeling came by.
All i wanted is just to pour and thats where the
satisfaction came by. But no such things like Suicidal
Toughts okay. Thats Lamer than anything else..
I love my life. We all got a reason to live. Its all
just our choice to make it going or whatever crap
in whatever crap ways right. Heehe..
But seriously, the sensation of pouring is so satisfying
although if you think it's still lame. It just the way i
handle things. BUT sometimes, we cant always
handle things emotionally or else we'll be dead meat.
We should also be as tough as rocks to overcome thing
or feeling and all craps and bullshits....etc.. :)
I believe we could be so soft on the outside but inside
us, we just have to be tough. No one will be perfectly
good to us, if you get what i mean. Sometimes, in life,
it's also about challenges. Thats why, i say to myself..
Never make my Kindness as a Weakness.
*wink* !!
